**Sing like Janet**

Saw this latest Will Smith movie tonight, it was really gorgeous.

I have to say I chose this word "gorgeous" to describe it since the movie was really like a beautiful women, worth to appreciate and digest.

The rhythm of the movie was kind of slow but natural,

the line was clear and concise, with that beautiful and simple picture, it really made me feel like I am reading a poem.

Story was told by a series of flashbacks, telling a man who loses his wife in an accident, try to make redemption by doing all kinds of good things to help real needy person. At the end, he killed himself to donate his heart to a woman who he falls in love with, and all other organs to other people who really need them.

The only thing he was searching was those "real good person, who is one even if there is nobody else is watching."

Will Smith who act as TIM in the movie pretend to be a tax collector to get to know those people- A women who suffers from heart disease who only gets one month left in her life, A blind man who works as a telephone seller who plays the piano all the time for children, and a lot of others.

Eventually, he falls in love with this woman who has a heart problem, and gave his most precious love to this most precious woman in his life.

The entire movie was like a quiet beautiful old poem,

Slow but not boring

Intense but not over.

Lots of the audiences cried when he killed himself by putting a jellyfish in the tub, but I didn't.

I don't know why, I just thought it will be stupid to cry for just a movie.

But I can get the gist, I can feel it, just don't wanna express my feeling in the way of crying, because I am not used to it for my entire life.

I’ve never allowed to cry no matter how hard life treats me.

Yeah of course, I’ve cried a lot recently for some stupid things, which I think now, were totally not worth it.

Sacrificing love and an extreme way of forgiving yourself, that's the two things the movie is trying to tell.

I understand the second one, because I would do the exact same thing if I am in such a great pain and grief. But about the first one, I don't think I am yet a good enough person to sacrificing myself for others

It was a great movie, a one which makes you think about your life.

And I feel I am a cold person, who can not cry when you can feel it.